You are good my friend.
Many of these are mine.
My low self-esteem is charging people right weather for a job or employment.
I know what I am worth but I am always afraid to charge it.
for instance, I have just left my job just because I was getting raped off. I kept on going aroung circle with the man instead of telling him exactly how I should get paid.
In Florida I was getting $45 p.h. just because he offered it to me and I even tried bringing it down to $35, 00 p.h. then he insisted.
here in Georgia, I can barely go 16 p.h. so I quit.
Last month I closed my business which was very hopeful but for the same reason, I lost a bunch of money.
By the way a next door business man told my ex boss how much he should have paid me per hour which is $25, 00 but his response was that he opened the dood for me to say it but I didn't.
Note:The next door knew because I went to tell him good bye and he asked me why then I told him.we were quite good acquaintance.
Do you think that's low self-esteem?
and how can I fix it. It is ruining my life.
I have skills up to my teeth with 8 years college but a low self-what-ever.
I even saw my good friend whom I used to help with designing etc. Now she is a very big shoe designer but me I feel like all doors are closed for me.
I work part-time for a great handbag and belt designer.I sew, cut and laminate exotic belts .
He was paying $20, 00 p.h. and now knowing that I lost my full-time job he wants to offer me full-time with $17.00 with more tasks such as shoe making samples, entire handbag making samples etc.
Now can you see my real problem?
Garry